Saying Goodbye to our Downtown Campus

Please read Pastor John's words below from his statement given on May 3rd, 2015 at our Downtown worship service.

This morning I have some difficult news to share with you.  Our Lead Team, staff, and other leaders have been engaged in an on-going conversation about the future and sustainability of this downtown campus here at the Kentucky Theatre.  After many hours of conversation, prayer, and discernment, we have decided that it’s time to close this campus and join up with our brothers and sisters at Epworth.

I imagine this likely comes as a surprise and a shock to some of you.  Others may have sensed this and seen it coming.  I want you to know that this conversation has been going on for a few years.  It has finally come to the point where it is clear that we can’t give the time, energy, passion, and resources necessary to make this campus thrive and grow. 

Our decision to close this campus was not an easy decision.  In fact, it has been painful in many ways.  Our service here at the Kentucky Theatre has meant so much to so many people.  Lives have been transformed in this space.  Pastor Roz, and many others, built something wonderful here.  It has become a place where anyone can feel welcome.  It has become a place of refuge and safety to people who are struggling.  God has done really good things here at the Kentucky Theatre.  

However, as a church we must always be willing to follow where God leads, even if that means ending something that is good.  We don’t want to just do good work, we want to be the best church we can possibly be.  As a church, we must periodically ask ourselves: “Are we trying to do too much?”  We’ve decided, and I agree wholeheartedly, that the answer to that question is yes.

About a year ago right before I became the pastor of Embrace, our church went through a fairly crazy shake-up.  We went from having six staff members to two staff members.  Before I started there were five pastors and now we have one, with Justin Barringer working very part-time as well.  Some of our ministries weren’t able to continue; children’s ministry is one example.  I wish everything could have remained the same, but we have to think a little differently now as a church.  A about a year ago we decided we would do the best we could, and see if keeping this campus open would be possible.

Almost a year later, it has become clear to us that we can’t keep doing what we’ve always done.  We are trying to do too much.  What happens when you try to do too much is that you end up not being the best you can be.  As individuals we often to say no to good things; as a church we must do the same.  We have a large building less than two miles from here that has more than enough size for our congregation.  We realize that we need to simplify and focus, or we will all get burned out and not be effective in our ministry.

There are a few things you need to know:

  1. This does NOT mean we are abandoning the downtown community.  We need to think creatively and figure out how we can best reach the downtown community.  We will need your help to do that.
  2. Epworth, Downtown, the Gathering — it’s all Embrace.  The things that make Embrace an awesome church — you will find those things at Epworth and at the Gathering.  The church isn’t a building; people make up the church.
  3. You will be accepted at Epworth.  No questions asked.  I know that some of you may not like a traditional church building.  It may bring up bad memories of being rejected.  Someone told me recently she can’t handle the stares from people when she goes to church.  We want to do everything we can to make sure you don’t feel that way.  Even though we meet in a traditional church building, we are not a typical church.  We want all of you to join us at Epworth on Sundays.  We will run the bus downtown to pick you up if you want to come.
  4. Our plan is that our last Sunday here will be on May 31st.  Then, the next Sunday, June 7th, we will have a big celebration breakfast to honor all of you at our Epworth Campus.  
  5. During the month of May, we will spend time during our service celebrating what the Theatre has meant to all of us.  We will also may need to grieve the loss of something good.
  6. Finally, on May 24th at 9am we will have a meeting in in the lobby of the Theatre for anyone who wants to ask questions and talk through what the next few months will look like.  Justin will come down, Brian will be there, and we will just have a conversation about all of this.  Hopefully we can also dream together about how we can best reach the downtown community.

It’s okay to be mad.  It’s okay to feel relieved.  It’s okay to be sad.  When you lose something important to you, you feel all sorts of emotions.  I want all of you to prayerfully consider sticking with us and joining us at Epworth.  I am confident that this is the right decision.  I am also confident that our church will continue to thrive and be a welcoming place for all people.

The Daily Examen

A couple of weeks ago I met a couple named Rudy and Juanita Rasmus from Houston, TX.  They are the pastors of St. John's United Methodist Church in downtown Houston.  Their ministry is similar to ours at Embrace, only on a much larger scale and further along.  They've been faithfully serving the most vulnerable and marginalized in their community for decades.  They spent two days teaching and sharing with about 100 pastors from the KY Conference of the United Methodist Church.  Their stories resonated with me on a deep level.

Juanita introduced the group to a daily prayer guide called, "The Daily Examen."  St. Ignatius developed this simple method of reviewing a day through prayer.  It is often practiced in the evening before going to bed.  At our community prayer service this past week we used The Daily Examen to guide our time of prayer.  One of our regulars expressed that so far it was his favorite day at the prayer service.  Since we were using it at noon instead of at the end of the day, we reflected on the previous day instead of the current day.  We plan to use it again next week. 

In the Lord's Prayer we are instructed to pray, "Give us today our daily bread."  That is a prayer that must be prayed daily; you can't pray it for tomorrow or yesterday.  I recommend using the The Daily Examen to guide your daily time with God.

For more info visit the link below:

http://www.loyolapress.com/prayerfully-reviewing-your-day-daily-examen.htm

-Pastor John


God's Relentless Love

I would like to share a short story…

Before our worship service began on Monday night at The Gathering a man sitting in the front row motioned for me to come over.  I recognized him, but had never formally introduced myself.  He was wearing a knit cap and a red sweater, and was carrying a backpack.  He told me that he has really enjoyed the service the past few weeks, which in his estimation, would be a shock to his family and friends.

“My family wouldn’t believe me if I told them I’ve been going to church for the past few weeks.  I’ve never believed in God and certainly never attended church,” he said.  I asked him why he has enjoyed being at Embrace on Monday evenings.

His answer was simple, “I feel good here.  I think I have heard God speaking to me for the first time in my life.  This church is doing good work.  I just want you to know that.”

That’s what we’re about at Embrace.

The desire of God’s heart is immeasurably larger than our imaginations can conjure. This longing of God’s to give us peace and assurance and a sense of well-being only awaits our willingness to cooperate with God’s limitless [love]…It is precisely because we have such an overactive disapproval gland ourselves that we tend to create God in our own image. It is truly hard for us to see the truth that disapproval does not seem to be part of God’s DNA. God is just too busy loving us to have any time left for disappointment.
— Greg Boyle, "“Tattoos on the Heart: The Power of Boundless Compassion”

-Pastor John

Jean Vanier

A week ago we celebrated the life and legacy of Henri Nouwen, a man who gave up a life of prestige and respect working as a professor for institutions such as Harvard and Yale to live and work among people with severe mental and physical disabilities.  He left behind a life of recognition and honor in the world’s top academic institutions to work with the disabled folks at the L’Arche Daybreak community in Ontario, Canada.  He was heavily influenced by the founder of the L’Arche communities, Jean Vanier.

I was first introduced to Jean Vanier by Aaron Mansfield, a former pastor at The Rock/La Roca UMC.  He suggested that I read Vanier’s book, Community and Growth, when I was the youth pastor at the church.  At first glance I thought the book looked rather boring.  Don’t let the title or cover fool you; this book has impacted the way I view church and community perhaps more than any other book I’ve read.  The biggest lesson I’ve learned through reading Vanier is that a Christ-centered community must place the most vulnerable and marginalized at the center of its life.  Jesus always placed those on the margins of society at the center of his life and mission.  

To grow in love is to try each day to welcome, and to be attentive and caring for those with whom we have the greatest difficulty; with our ‘enemies’: those who are the poorest, the oldest, the weakest, the most demanding, the most ailing; those who are most marginal in the community, who have the most difficulty conforming to the rules; and finally those who are the youngest. If people are faithful to these four priorities of love then the community as a whole will be an oasis of love.
— Jean Vanier, "Community and Growth"

-Pastor John

Henri Nouwen

Today marks the anniversary of the death of a wonderful saint, Henri Nouwen.  I was first exposed to Nouwen about 12 years ago when a youth leader of mine, Craig Bowler, recommended that I read one of Nouwen's books on leadership, In the Name of Jesus.  As a freshman in college I cared little about becoming a better leader.  However, throughout the past 12 years that book has encouraged and challenged me to lead like Jesus.

I am deeply convinced that the Christian leader of the future is called to be completely irrelevant and to stand in this world with nothing to offer but his or her own vulnerable self. That is why Jesus came to reveal God’s love. The great message that we have to carry, as ministers of God’s word and followers of Jesus, is that God loves us not because of what we do or accomplish, but because God has created and redeemed us in love and chosen us to proclaim that love as the true source of human life.
— Henri Nouwen, "In the Name of Jesus"

-Pastor John